the last time i feel this kind of feeling was before i took my spm well3 excuse my broken english ha ha no one cares anyway!!! rasa nak muntah dreadful gila pstu mood tkdak level nak terjun bangunan sbb rasa mcm AM A PATHETIC LOSER WHO SHALL GET OUTTA OF HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BODO AKU RASA NAK MENJERIT AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! couldnt help to feel this again.............T_T pastu the insecure feelings over everything came out............which i feel why am i here.......??????? asking myself lots of times pastu rasa mcm i susahkan orang more than i did something good to others....pstu rasa everyone hates me much which they did dalam diam (kot) (idk).....pstu i was teringat aima ckp cmni at 9:07 pm xingat tarikh haahah "u ni seorang yang sangat cepat emo la" pehhh...sentap doe.sentap gila.GILAAA!!!!! came back after 30mins break and i realized,knapa nak sedih2 emo2 pasal benda yg u fikir and it has happened/xkan tjadi pun pstu i was realized i hve fmilies....fwenz...swankies to be exact! and aiman!! pstu baru tringat yg aiman ngan dayah slalu cakap "knapa u nak emo2 padahal benda is going to be okay kalau u calm down and u relax.cerita.kalau x cerita cmna i nak tolong" pstu baru taw aiman is the kindest person ive ever met.yet is cute.and he's cool to be dating around! wiwiwiiwi what is 2 am klau bukan the cute2 pelangi feelings come around hahahah...but still he is never giving up to the fullest to be with me even i know he has done it.......75.99999%? T_T sori aiman.....xleh bendung la rasa moody ni....idk....probably the cutest feeling is when dia panggil i baby girl......damn i melt -0 celcius rn D: pstu rasa appreciated by him the most is when i accidentally panggil dia sayang.....on the skype....with the lower voice.....on 1/2 pagi kot..kan? haha pstu dia sruh panggil dia sayang sekali lg aww that is cute told ya
goodnite aiman sori i susahkan u banyak sangat yet u xpenah give up.......:(
