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its november alr!!!!!!!!! whart.......so i hve less than 2 months to be called spm candidates ohh o_o basically my life has been good...but not since final exams sobs T^T studies are out nowhere , so does relationship w aiman :< it is jst sad to know everything has slowly changed and u'd do something (like go offline earlier and avoid to tweet/chat w him) couldnt believe ive burst into tears last time....lol i jst syak somthing....i do feel that he has no kinda "deep" feelings w me when hes starting to call other girls as "adik" like srsly.....i watched every SINGLE thing fyi...and those feelings keep going on until today....its been a month alr??? go and get a life mahasin....u r doing something stupid rn...doesnt it funny fr standstill w someone who's jst has lost interested 2wards you....U FCKING SHIT GIRLZ UVE STOLEN MY EVERYTHING U.....................AGH.....................................deep inside i feel like im a potato that everyone jst dont want me.....luckily ive my swankies....leha...adibah nadia and all that...but then i know i m empty inside...those who used to light up ur days almost everytime and those who used to give ur spirit up high to the sky has gone...it does feel like big stone hempap ur head and that hurtnesss is SOMETHING YOU CANT EVEN DESCRIBE OH SHIT HAS JUST GOT REAL FUCKZ...guess i am done for now i dont wann get mu emotional increases until i cant handle it and at the end it burst into tears fr like 29374943 times ttyl go pahang!